I promised people that no more confessions,
But then again, I promised myself no more love poems,
But here we are at my latest realization,
Realization of how abusive our relationship has been,
How much torture and sleepless nights I have endured?
Hoping that after a night’s rest I would be cured,
But unfortunately, life doesn’t work that way so here we are.
Lately I have been thinking of how it all began,
From my innocence I believe,
But how could I resist your divine looks and wonderful smell,
How calm and so inviting you were,
And how you left me without a care,
A care about what’s going in the world,
But then I think of us,
Then realize
that our relationship,
Was built on foundation of me being lonely,
And necessity,
During a period that I was vulnerable,
A time when home was a no-go area,
And I took comfort in the solace of your arms,
And you hold my palms,
In an effort to keep me calm.
Our love was good, bad and amazing at the sometime,
But now unfortunately we face the wind of change,
And our paths have come to end,
And I have to make a choice,
A choice to let you go,
Because you are a part of who I used,
But not a part of who I want be,
And thus, today I have to say goodbye for the sake of my soul.
May we will one day meet in life,
And this will be a distance memory,
But all I feel right now is the pain,
Maybe that’s why I’m crying in rain,
Because sometimes holding on hurts more,
And my hands are tired and sore,
So, as I contemplate letting you go,
I just want you to know,
To know that my heart will always belong to you,
And it breaks my heart,
But I would rather have a broken heart,
Than continue letting you be a part,
A part of life,
So, this the end,
And now its time to let you fall and descend.
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