Let My Heart Bleed

Let my heart bleed, For the girl I told I liked, Let it bleed for the mistakes of past, And let it turn to dust, Let it bleed for all the pain that I have caused, As payment for the factions that I opposed, Let it feel the pain on rejection, For not properly gauging her reaction, And for my abrupt interjection, Let it bleed for several aching months, For Letting my emotions burn to the heat of a thousand suns, Only to be extinguished in a matter of seconds, AND MY FATE KEYS IN HER HANDS, SO LET IT BLEED, AND LET THE DEMON OF PAIN FEED, So today I let the pain flow, And let me let go, Let it bleed so that I no longer have to act strong, Hide my feelings even when I'm feeling wrong, Let it bleed to the very last drop, Because I have reached a point where I can't cope, When all I see is failure, When for four months straights I have been met with a resounding NO!!! A NO followed by an " it can't", And an "it can't" followed by an unsympathetic apology, So I say let my heart bleed , And from it may it generate a new seed, Something born out of pain and sorrow, That has the spirit of living today not thinking of tomorrow, With a confidence that carry on even if it's head has been cut off at the gallows, A heart that believes that it can a no,is just a step closer to a yes.....