The hardest thing about falling in love with someone is,
You don't have a choice,
It just happens,
And during that time period,
You feel invincible but at the same time very vulnerable,
It feels like having a full body armour,
But at the same time it feels like having your heart outside your body,
And there is no way for you to protect it because you, yourself really know,
That the heart wants what the heart wants,
Because we can change who we are ,
But we can never change what we want.
I have tried day and night,
I have even prayed to the Lord that he give me the might,
But even still then, I can't get you out of my mind,
Every moment that I am alive,
I yearn for your kiss,
I year for your touch,
I yearn for all that we can be side by side,
As we brace for the tide,
Because I know days loving you will give me more that I could have ever hoped for,
Because our souls are connected and our destined intertwined,
But at the same time I'm afraid that you will be the death of me,
For the way I love you, is too much for me bear,
And it absolutely destroys me that I don't get to walk away,
Because I know that I would miss you every day.
Every day I wonder if this love of ours is really worth it,
And I wonder , if love will ever be enough,
If I will be enough for you,
Because people like you and people like me don't end up together,
For I am not worthy to have you,
Let alone worthy to tie your shoe,
Yet there is something about you,
A force strong that gravity that always pulls me towards you,
Because the truth of the matter is that,
You are the brightest star in my Galaxy,
And the epicentre of my universe,
Hence my soul is bound to you,
And nothing can ever change that,
Which is why I believe that I have to make this sacrifice,
Not for you but for me because you deserve more that I can give,
You deserve to be with someone that will make the stars bow down before your very feet,
Someone that will make Hera the goddess herself jealous with envy for giving all that you ask,
And don't get me wrong, the break up will be painful in the beginning but I know that you will survive,
You are and will always be my one true love,
The only love of my life,
The only person worth me making this ultimate sacrifice,
Thus before I could say goodbye,
I just had to let you about the truth of loving you.
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