Unapologetically apologetic

The conversation that i wish I never had, That showed that I upon a time I really cared, "You broke my heart" 3 times I said, I'm sorry was all she said, Never gave an explanation, I'm speechless,she said I never meant for you to read the message, But what difference would it make , my heart was already dead, She asked "how can I make right?" And to her I replied" that's impossible in my sight," She said I'm so sorry, And to her I said "go to ahead it was your moment of glory," And she with that she turned her head, But I stopped her and told her that would make me mad, She looked into my eyes, And for the first time in a long time, I saw a lost innocence of the girl I used to know, Now just stood someone with a heart made of ice and snow, So I asked her to tell me the truth, But then I could never trust anything that comes from a mouth with a crooked tooth, words then overflowed, But to me these were lies being told, It was spontaneous, we were drunk and it occurred, And second night we continued it reoccurred, To me it was so absurd, I tried to tell you but I couldn't, No!I replied you wouldn't, Because it felt so good in your mind, The kiss and His hands so tight, Holding you with all his might, And you said fuck the world and let it be, As you took what you wanted, And me for granted, Tossed me aside like a garbage can, And to him you ran, Again she said "I'm sorry I didn't mean to hurt you" But then again actions speak louder than words do, It must been so good because you went for round two, No!she exclaimed "I wasn't thinking straight," We just take talking and met, it wasn't even a date, We talking and laughing, then he dared me to kiss him, But I thought he was bluffing , And when he did it ,it felt so juicy and so wet, Your heart I never meant to hurt, But as I put my hands on his chest, I felt as if my soul was at rest, I know you came here for an apology and closure, But as I tell you this story I can see that you are losing your composure, Kundai! I'm sorry she said, But I just shrugged it off and turned my head, She said stop and grabbed my hand, Please me finish this story to it's end, I replied go on I'm listening, She said yes that's how it started, But we initially stopped because he asked about me and you, And I said don't worry he has no clue, So we continued from that day, To the very next day, And when I saw you I didn't know what to say, So I just ignored and went my way, Were you embarrassed I had to ask? No she replied I was just waiting for it to be dusk, So that I wouldn't have to put on this mask, And hide my shame, I'm sorry for the last time she said, I wish things could have been different, But from the looks of your eyes the end of our relationship is immanent, And I hope that one day you may forgive , So that our friendship once again may live, And as a tears trickled down her face, I thought to myself that even angels can fall from grace, Slowly I gently wiped off her tears and said, Forgiving you, I already have , After all to you my heart I already have, But to forget I believe can not , For I need time for my anger to stop burning and raging so hot, So as each of us depart, Depart our separate ways , I will don't forget our memorable days, "I'm sorry," I also finally said.